Why does it feels so real? What does it feels so hurt when its just a fake? Why my heart is going to break? I don't really know how come. but.. I know.. I love him..

God.. if this is the best way, please show me..

If to forget him is the real way, please, told me to..

But my heart’s gonna break.. it feels so sick and I’m not lying. I feel that.

I feel that’s really hurts.. I can’t pretend..

I’m crying..

Does it wrong? What I’ve done, does it my stupid faults?

GOD.. I'm sick of those who hurt me. But I love him.. God.

please, let me meet him for once but forever.. let me love him.. and let him love me too....